This has always been a question to me, What do i seek? It has occurred to me for sometime now that i am seeking some kind of balance in my life . You can blame it on my sun sign, being a Libran i need my scales to be balanced always. When there is harmony i revolt trying to get things my way and when things start shaping the way i want i feel somehow the harmony is shaken and i compromise and start shaping it the way the people in my life want it.
Compromise, i somehow feel its always me who end up compromising. May be for the scales to balance this compromise is require, but why should i always try to make the scales straight, cant there be situations in which the scale is balanced and i am happy too. Strange is the fact that i balance to achieve harmony but not happiness. Probably once the scale is broken and the weight fall on my side, i shall win it all and be victorious and happy, but then the rest of my life will be under the weight of this happiness and i shall never achieve peace again.
So let my expectations and compromises balance themselves. I shall keep aside the moments of happiness to come randomly as they are. And if i become to desperate i have a long list of food items which i crave for which can make me happy anytime. Oh wow!! That will be the topic of my next blog. Hope you will wait to read it :)
